I’ve been in the RUproject game for over ELEVEN years!!! And in those eleven years a lot of rumors, gossip and assumptions have been formed surrounding me. Today it’s time to spill all the tea and tell you THE TRUTH! It is time for me to respond to YOUR assumptions about ME!!!
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    NikkieTutorialsNikkieTutorials11 месяцев назад
    • NikkieTutorials people can be soooo fucking ass holes... I just started following you, and I love your videos. I actually never used make up, and I’ll probably never do, but the idea of making art on people’s or your own face really seduce me!! I love your honesty and all the heart you put in your videos!! Never change, keep going girl! Big big kisses from France ❤️❤️

      Joel PintoJoel Pinto2 месяца назад
    • NikkieTutorials you are so down to earth and genuine! Ty for being real!!!

      Sarah ChevrierSarah Chevrier7 месяцев назад
    • That's why we all love you so much 🖤

      FDK's hyper gamingFDK's hyper gaming9 месяцев назад
    • Congrats Nikkieee sweetie 🥂 💜💜💜❤️❤️💜💜❤️💜💜

      B. OkeB. Oke11 месяцев назад
    • NikkieTutorials love how open u are with us, wish u the best in your career keep doing what you love ya!!!

      karla fraijokarla fraijo11 месяцев назад
  • “At the end of the day” count :_____ someone help

    Student: Caitlin HiltermanStudent: Caitlin Hilterman3 дня назад
  • when nikkie said she’s 6’2” my jaw DROPPED. they TRIED to put her on the cover of vogue but her legs are TOO LONG !!!!

    Camille ArroyosCamille Arroyos8 дней назад
  • Am I the only one that likes her weird laugh??

    Charlie FrostCharlie Frost10 дней назад
  • Nikkie: whatever the hell I am today Me: yes, a very unproboblamatic and unbotherd queen

    Ashtar JokhioAshtar Jokhio12 дней назад
  • I loved this, you were so real and honest! Thank you xx

    Issy RachelIssy Rachel18 дней назад
  • This conversation is everything i love about you. Thank you babe ❤️😘 @nikkietutorials

    Fabian RastFabian Rast18 дней назад
  • Lashes always changes nikkies looks

    Artistic Mind SudiptaArtistic Mind Sudipta25 дней назад
  • Can you make a makeup brush cleaning video lol been obsessed with them and currently trying to find the right products for me

    Armanda MatosArmanda MatosМесяц назад
  • What’s the brush you’re using for bronzing?

    Quimberly DuranoQuimberly DuranoМесяц назад
  • what brush do you use for your highlight??

    Athena TAthena T2 месяца назад
  • This video was amazing, i love your mentality and you were so honest and i feel like we know you better!

    florence hebertflorence hebert2 месяца назад
  • IMHO Some of the points Nikkie makes, now have us seeing a whole new depth to them since she came out.

    Spookay T'is MeSpookay T'is Me2 месяца назад
  • I love you Nikki

    Loba ÉtoileLoba Étoile2 месяца назад
  • U r beautiful and I love watching u. And I love the Dutch word of the day, I have a dutch background but my family that spoke the language have all passed away so I havent been exposed to it too much. It was all my great aunts and uncles and my great grandma who spoke it, I dont have a relationship with my grandpa (hes not a good person) and my mom was never taught it.

    Lisa ZebedeeLisa Zebedee2 месяца назад
  • You r a beautiful human being

    Jenna DamianoJenna Damiano2 месяца назад
  • You are perfect just as you are.

    William JewellWilliam Jewell3 месяца назад
  • I am totally in love with this girl... she is such an inspiration ♥️ the passion that she have for makup when i see her videos i see my self in that girl because i am dying for makup, i was also an insecure girl but when i see all her videos every time it makes me so confident about my self ♥️ i love u 😘 I wish i could hug yu 💔

    Shafak MoonShafak Moon3 месяца назад
  • Hahah Nikki my dear. I love you ❤️

    Sabrina JelalSabrina Jelal3 месяца назад
  • Ek het nie geld👀

    Lutho LudwabaLutho Ludwaba3 месяца назад
  • Hi Nikkie! I think it would be so fun if you did a makeup challenge where you had a friend do half their face absolutely glammed up and they did their best, and then you did the other half to match the makeup, but obviously it will be more flawless because it’s you. It would be fun to see the difference between their side and yours

    Hannah SmithHannah Smith3 месяца назад
  • I love looking at Nikkie’s old videos. She was so rooted at this point, and that grounding prepares for the whirlwind to come. She’s a G. I’m so proud of her.

    Miss AlexMiss Alex3 месяца назад
  • Geld Is the Dutch word 💜

    Sarah SweeneySarah Sweeney3 месяца назад
  • I really like the fact how she treats her homeplace and family, just another proof of her being a lovely person! You go girl, stay whereever you feel comfortable!

    temarytemarytemarytemary3 месяца назад
  • You are so cute, love you 🤗

    PandaRiPandaRi3 месяца назад
  • This video really hits different after her coming out video.

    ohmarinohmarin3 месяца назад
  • okay, while watching this (and you were talking about your brother that passed away) you said "dealing with cancer" and I understood "Dylan with cancer" I was like... WHAT THE HECK. I had to watch that part 3 times with subtitles to understand you were saying "dealing" damn

    Yiji WonYiji Won4 месяца назад
  • I feel like Nikkie is literally one of the most genuine and real youtubers on this platform.

    patiencepatience4 месяца назад
  • The comment about Mikai, made me feel so sick all of a sudden :( you can see by Nikkie’s face she was so not expecting that. Poor baby

    Cally WyattCally Wyatt4 месяца назад
  • Nikki pay no attention to these ignorant ass hats. You're beautiful! Awesome! You bang out some great makeup! I'm 50 yrs old and you've taught me a lot. My house is a pro Nikki Tutorials house. Much love to you from Alabama USA

    Theresa 1009Theresa 10094 месяца назад
  • What you are today is beautiful, talented, honest and kind. So loved, keep being you. 💕💗💙❤️

    Amanda T MUAAmanda T MUA4 месяца назад
  • I love your videos! I like your response to the assumption that you would never move to LA! I have a question though... maybe this is me being ignorant, but since you were born/live in Holland, which I love and I am dying to go there, how come you are able to speak English so well with no accent? Again, I may be being ignorant.

    DanielleDanielle4 месяца назад
  • I think confidence is mistaken for cockiness....people who are not confident themselves will shame are the realest, sweetest woman.

    G FeatherG Feather4 месяца назад
  • Girl I frickin ADORE you Bless your soul

    Tay S.Tay S.4 месяца назад
  • Haters are going to are true to yourself and that's why u have the followers you do.

    Dina LopezDina Lopez4 месяца назад
  • That's why I love you, Nikki. Even though the product didn't work for you, you don't just flush them down the drain like others do. You are right. It may work for some people.

    Kerol ReyesKerol Reyes4 месяца назад
  • I know this is an old video but what foundation does she use? I caught the other products but maybe I missed the foundation?

    Linda SLinda S4 месяца назад
  • Heck, I'd so move to Holland and live there!(I live in the UK lol) Girl, LA is (in my honest opinion) full of celebrities and a lot more drama(f*ck that!), lovely place for sure and the weather is nice.. ALL THE TIME lol. HOWEVER, I'd 100% choose Holland because it's just a much more nicer country, lovely people, and the Electronic music(my favourite part xD) is the best of all worlds! ❤ ... Anyway, I admire you Nikki, keep up the good work! 😁

    Lunali ArtLunali Art4 месяца назад
  • I adore your character your artistry and your attitude towards whole life stay strong we need and live ya gal ❤️❤️❤️

    MrSmoosh1MrSmoosh14 месяца назад
  • Nikkie ur the best

    Mercy PriyaMercy Priya5 месяцев назад
  • The discount code didn't work for me:-(

    Connie FizellConnie Fizell5 месяцев назад
  • Dude-et, you look better than some chicks!👌You tensed very nicely.

    Sassy VirgoSassy Virgo5 месяцев назад
  • I don't even wear makeup but I love watching your videos! I love watching and listening because I learn from your personality and how makeup works for hooded eyes hihi.

    inda Nelahiinda Nelahi5 месяцев назад
  • Don't worry about those kinds of people. They are just people who are uncomfortable with grief and death in particular, and believe the onus is on us to not make them feel uncomfortable with our grieving so that they're not reminded of their own potential loss and inevitable end to their short pointless life. They were just trying to shame you into grieving in a less open way so that they don't feel uncomfortable.

    That CharlotteThat Charlotte5 месяцев назад
  • You are amazing..

    libertad gomezlibertad gomez5 месяцев назад
  • "Money is unnecessary to talk about." This can only be said by a rich person.

    IsabelNolteIsabelNolte5 месяцев назад
    • Why would anyone talk about their private finances to millions of people? It's none of our business

      Mariana GoulartMariana Goulart5 месяцев назад
  • I'd love to see you and Trixie in a video together! Make it happen!

    SeventhSunSeventhSun5 месяцев назад
  • Thank you!!

  • I'm glad you share your personal struggles with us. It's difficult and I could not imagine you doing it for business reasons.

    CaraRowenCaraRowen5 месяцев назад
  • Well, since we're "grabbing the monster by the balls"...

    Rado SaturRado Satur5 месяцев назад
  • (Now that we know that she's trans, you can understand the deeper meaning in everything she's saying in this video. The honesty was there, we just didn't know exactly what she was eluding to). Nikkie, you are the first trans person that actually helped me understand what trans means, what "trapped in the wrong body" must feel like. Thank you for this, I was feeling like a mean person for not having empathy for people with such a challenging life. You are a beautiful woman without question. p.s. weed makes me paranoid too lol

    Sage and ThistleSage and Thistle5 месяцев назад
  • Your nails are freaking me out!! I always fear you'll stab your eyes!!

    Camille ContréCamille Contré5 месяцев назад
  • I think this foundation really matches butttt the one in your most recent vid does not imo. (watch it be the same shade)

    KaraKara5 месяцев назад
  • Lolllll, remember that Maybelline collab? Doesn't lie about products hummm

    Tabitha CrouseTabitha Crouse5 месяцев назад

    Antoinette MarlowAntoinette Marlow5 месяцев назад
  • Who's here in 2020?? ✨💞

    jessica mejoradajessica mejorada5 месяцев назад
  • How did she remove her Adam’s apple

    Sandra LeDucSandra LeDuc5 месяцев назад
    • Ohhh ok. That does make sense now. I’m still in shock!! Wowwww I love her!!

      Sandra LeDucSandra LeDuc5 месяцев назад
    • she never had one because she has never been in the male puberty.

      please enter a nameplease enter a name5 месяцев назад
  • You can't think someone is a bitch when they're so far from it!! This girl is AMAZING to me!! So beautiful inside & out and so so talented 😘

    Kavita ManKavita Man5 месяцев назад
  • Hai Nikkie ik kijk voor het eerst naar je video, ik moet soms zo lachen je bent funny een een kei in MAKE UP 1 woord I LOVE IT, je bent geweldig ff een kuss Stevie

    Steve JoacimSteve Joacim5 месяцев назад
  • Assumption- "you lie so much about makeup brands just to be on good terms with them." Nikkie- *flash of anger* OHHHH!!

    YouTube AnonymousYouTube Anonymous5 месяцев назад
  • 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 👏🏼💋

    InkedinkieInkedinkie5 месяцев назад
  • But WHY won't she do her brows on camera??

    Bekah DougBekah Doug5 месяцев назад
  • wow, love the colours you use here, the way you apply it is so perfect and magical. you are lovely and very grounded

    Gayle NelGayle Nel5 месяцев назад
  • What was the setting spray?

    Tulsa FoxTulsa Fox5 месяцев назад
    • Hhhhhhhit..awe never mind

      Tulsa FoxTulsa Fox5 месяцев назад
    • I'm always looking for a good setting spray because my step daughter goes through a lot of makeup just saying LOL

      Tulsa FoxTulsa Fox5 месяцев назад
  • Nikki the only person I know that puts foundation on her lips, and she also NEVER films it when she does it. Just all the sudden, bam, white lips.

    Priscilla HarperPriscilla Harper5 месяцев назад
  • Omg the thing about your country vs the US is you get not working all the time and that is the important thing. Not just work. I loved that answer

    C LovingC Loving5 месяцев назад
  • I just figured out why I love you so much you sound like my California girlfriend Jo who is so adorable - I NEVER would have guessed you were from the Netherlands. The folks we work with from there have a different accent for sure. You are a beautiful woman and I’m so happy I found your channel

    C LovingC Loving5 месяцев назад
  • The brows are perfection.

    Hannah GreenHannah Green5 месяцев назад
  • I love nikkie.. I dislike HAAAAllo guys lol 🤦🏻‍♀️

    Nurse CrystalinaNurse Crystalina5 месяцев назад
  • If she’s trans I’m pretty sure that Bieber is too

    25demarzo292925demarzo29295 месяцев назад
  • Hi Nikkie, If you got a lot of money that's good. I've had more and less. Some people really judge others negatively that have more than they do. If they could have it I wonder how they'd feel then would they refuse it?. You don't need to explain yourself to me. Oh and I LoVE Marc Jacobs too!

    SusanSusan5 месяцев назад
  • Wowza! That pink eye shadow and that highlighter..OMG LOVE it!!

    Stacy JohnsonStacy Johnson5 месяцев назад
  • What foundation did you use in this video.. it was beautiful

    Shelley NewchukShelley Newchuk5 месяцев назад
  • "and he accepts me how i am" THAT aged so well 19:29

    HorrorgasmHorrorgasm5 месяцев назад
  • Hii Nikie i love you all vídeos and I'm staring to learn English ❤❤🙈😬😬 thanks for all girl

    mily Rodriguezmily Rodriguez5 месяцев назад
  • Became a subscriber after your coming out video and I can't wait to watch more. I loved this makeup look and your laugh is adorable!

    Clarissa ToplarClarissa Toplar5 месяцев назад
  • What brand of blender are you using? Looks soft as a marshmallow. Lol

    Holli DreherHolli Dreher5 месяцев назад
    • It's by the brand Makeup Addiction

      Ele CopsEle CopsМесяц назад
  • Nikkie i love you!!

    Esmeralda riveraEsmeralda rivera5 месяцев назад
  • Nikkie I love you, you’re so strong and honest... an inspiration for all of us

    MandyMandy5 месяцев назад
  • Surely Nobody ASSUMED the COMING OUT part 🥴

    deborah Sdeborah S6 месяцев назад