I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski




  • Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    Lele PonsLele PonsМесяц назад
    • Uuuuuh i have no idea I thought she is always happy I never knew that she suffer

      jds vloggerjds vlogger6 дней назад
    • Speak for your self

      Sgt.cookiecutter The same thingSgt.cookiecutter The same thing6 дней назад
    • 💖💞💚💙❤️🧡❣️💜💕💚💙💕💕💕👍👍👍

      Ethan HarrisonEthan Harrison8 дней назад
    • Don't let people get to you.

      Jack SymmondsJack Symmonds8 дней назад
    • I LOVE YOU LELE ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I AM FROM KSA🇸🇦🇸🇦🇸🇦

      Roaa 44Roaa 448 дней назад
  • Sometimes I have to do things my mind tells me to do something I don't want if I don't my mind threatens me...

    Itz• YsanneItz• YsanneЧас назад
  • I know how you feel

    Thobeka KulaThobeka Kula2 часа назад
  • I fell sorry to you lele😔

    sithu kyawtunsithu kyawtun2 часа назад
  • Lele I love you, your beautiful, awesome, best singer, best actress, perfect, and I think you should love yourself I much as I love you and even more.❤️

    Dayana .HDayana .H5 часов назад
  • She had to be raw for people to see she’s human, unfortunately.

    NoellyNoelly6 часов назад
  • You have ADHA same girl it’s hard to control your self when you have ADHA

    Daniela DelgadoDaniela Delgado7 часов назад
  • Some people just don't understand the cons of being an influencer u get bullied but you have to act like your fine on camera this is the perfect example

    Breanna RepellaBreanna Repella7 часов назад
  • I would have felt bad if this wasn’t advertised like everywhere

    John WistonJohn Wiston7 часов назад
  • We are here for you lele love you ❤️❤️

    brooklyn hawlishbrooklyn hawlish8 часов назад
  • Some people don't realize that shes an egocentric whiner who tried to destroy her friend's career

    Soviet SpudSoviet Spud8 часов назад
  • We are here for u ❤️❤️❤️

    BralieliBralieli8 часов назад
  • This just proves that u can’t judge a person without knowing them. Everyone has feeling and experiences that people don’t know. Was never a huge fan of Lele but this shows how strong she is.

    MJ FlickingerMJ Flickinger8 часов назад
  • Just be more funny lol

    Yktv ChrisYktv Chris8 часов назад
  • LOVE

    Courtney MortensenCourtney Mortensen8 часов назад
  • I love you and always remember that I will always love you

    Milla BOURKEMilla BOURKE8 часов назад
  • Lele please turn to God to help you don’t look for answers in men look for it in God

    Ot NdabianOt Ndabian9 часов назад
  • I looked earlier and all the comments were negative. Now they’re all positive and the likes have been tampered with. Way to go youtube

    stormystormy9 часов назад
  • Awww that makes me cry 😭 and that’s not me / same I want to end it to but life is life /

    Amber Rocha-loser*roblox losers winAmber Rocha-loser*roblox losers win9 часов назад
  • Im her biggest fan

    Maria Elena ArenasMaria Elena Arenas9 часов назад
  • I’m gonna be honest I have diagnosed OCD and I haven’t seen one thing she does that would for a second make me think she truly has it. Honestly.

    Holden RickerHolden Ricker11 часов назад
  • Your doing this series just so you can get sympathy that you don’t deserve

    A ChannelA Channel11 часов назад
  • You are beautiful and loving and caring even if you have ocd

    Layla JonesLayla Jones11 часов назад

    Karen DelgadoKaren Delgado13 часов назад
  • 🤡

    Señor KinkySeñor Kinky13 часов назад
  • Lele pons is so much more than what we think she so amazing and makes other people so happy and laugh all the time I have always be with her since the vines and when I wanted to just lock myself away and just want to “leave” she helped me durning that time if I could meet her I would hug so hard because helped me though so many thing when I wanted to just end it all. she made me laugh when I was crying I love her can’t wait to meet her one day💕 stay strong lele!💕

    Reyna NevaehReyna Nevaeh13 часов назад
  • Thank god she got her nudes leaked

    Tide PodTide Pod14 часов назад
    • Wait she did

      david sdavid s10 часов назад
  • We lkbe you no matter what I think your funny you make me laugh and I dont have the perfect live Too. It it's ok we all still love you I love How you do tour videos there so funny make my day

    Rosana BuenoRosana Bueno14 часов назад
  • NO is ok 🥺❤️ No pls

    Archie LinkArchie Link14 часов назад
  • By far the funniest video she’s made

    D-DaveD-Dave14 часов назад
  • Good

    Furious GeorgeFurious George14 часов назад
  • I can’t tell you how many times I took hours to write out a sentence because of ths shit

    zareena isabellazareena isabella15 часов назад
  • She does 3 x like me!

    zareena isabellazareena isabella15 часов назад
  • 3!!!!

    zareena isabellazareena isabella15 часов назад
  • It ok you sooo cool

    Noemy LachapelleNoemy Lachapelle15 часов назад
  • We may all have our differences but we are still the same Also I lov your vids Lele ponds! 😁👍

    666demons 13Charas-fromundertale666demons 13Charas-fromundertale15 часов назад
  • I’ve been watching her since she started I’m glad you’re opening up ❤️

    Summer LongSummer Long15 часов назад
  • Me conmueve mucho tu historia de vida y eres muy valiente y valiosa para este mundo nunca olvides eso 😊😊🥀🥀

    Valdemar CastroValdemar Castro17 часов назад
  • People are allowed to have there own opinions you don’t have to like her videos but just because you don’t like her doesn’t give you the right to attack her

    Tyler AutisticTyler Autistic17 часов назад
  • Uff, the emotional manipulation in this video is astronomical

    Y siY si17 часов назад
    • How

      Leen AbusalemLeen Abusalem6 часов назад
    • Ikr

      qwerty uiopqwerty uiop11 часов назад
    • Agreed

      PayPay14 часов назад

    MomochiMomochi17 часов назад
  • Wow ur one of my favorite entertainers and this documentary has made my respect for u way bigger

    It’s. RahmelIt’s. Rahmel17 часов назад
  • Ok and?

    Dylan BayleefDylan Bayleef17 часов назад
  • Good job with your ocd congrats

    Lagoon FNLagoon FN18 часов назад

    Jocelyn MendozaJocelyn Mendoza18 часов назад
  • You go lele I also have adhd so I know how it is

    Seth PokornySeth Pokorny18 часов назад
  • I love your vids lele I'm here to support you 💖

    the twins video roesthe twins video roes18 часов назад
  • dont worry lele i have it to

    シAnn_playsシシAnn_playsシ18 часов назад
  • “Ashwagandha carries out some of this magic in the brain by stimulating levels of BDNF. Also, research shows that Ashwagandha can inhibit the decline of BDNF levels in the brain. “ i read this quote online. I think Good advice to take Ashwagandha maybe get rid of some other meds that seem to be backfiring more like the bad side effects. But this is a herb that adapts n regenerates inside n consider adding small bits of meditation?

    Bad IndieBad Indie20 часов назад
  • I personally love lele pons so much

    Tristan WallTristan Wall20 часов назад
  • You're the best dont let anyone bring you down your such a strong beautiful magnificent outstanding woman and you have so much potential and you've already taken advantage of that... You have 16.6M subs on RUproject!! Dont hurt yourself or think about ending this amazing life you had. People love you and you cant give up on that. You cant give up on love and connection between people. You have an amazing life. Anyone would want to be in your shoes even if it was 2 hours they would no matter what the consequences were... You're amazing and I hop you block out those sh*tty haters cause they're worthless and you're too strong to have words break you... You need something like this message to keep you going... And thats what Im here for... Im a supporter its my job

    Sophie DiCeccoSophie DiCecco21 час назад
  • Oh my god. I thought I was the only OCD person that did the minute not breathing thing.

    Tyler MossTyler Moss21 час назад
    • Bruh Fart yeah he does and I do too I literally cleaned my house today

      PayPay14 часов назад
    • You dont have ocd

      Bruh FartBruh Fart19 часов назад
  • Hi

    Cary ClemenceCary Clemence21 час назад
  • I have very bad OCD . Thank you for this video

    Ale CcAle Cc21 час назад
    • No you dont

      Bruh FartBruh Fart19 часов назад
  • Lele its ok if you're struggling or if people bully you just think to yourself people are in a worse situation than you

    Crafts with Mikayla and diysCrafts with Mikayla and diys21 час назад
  • I thought i was the only one like this If i dont do something right i think about my family dying And when i do it..... my family is safe Dont worry lele you are not the only one

    Odgerel OdonkhuuOdgerel Odonkhuu21 час назад
  • She is so strong

    Goof BGoof B22 часа назад
  • She’s amazing

    {Crystal}_plays} ???{Crystal}_plays} ???22 часа назад
  • And I like the comments they are more interesting than this series

    Killer MemeKiller Meme22 часа назад
  • She is not a artist what are you talking about

    Killer MemeKiller Meme22 часа назад
  • In 2020, people make docuseries feeling sorry for themselves. Nice.

    John BurkeJohn Burke22 часа назад
  • Lele is funny but most people don't understand that she is a human to and she doesn't deserve to be like this Lele is perfect the way she is for me I love Lele I am soporting Lele 🙏🙏💎💗💗💗💗💗 love you lelel

    adopt me girl co misaadopt me girl co misa23 часа назад
  • I have an idia for video make a history whith zombe

    thei 67thei 67День назад
  • Try to make one on adhd if you can

    Samyak KedariSamyak KedariДень назад
  • OCD doesn't make you make bad sketches

    beastgamer 2000beastgamer 2000День назад
  • we all love and support you💖💖

    Ayagcoba KambuleAyagcoba KambuleДень назад
  • I’m so sorry lele, you’ve always been one of my favorite influencers and creators. I love you and your videos, stay strong.

    HeyitsTay MarieHeyitsTay MarieДень назад
  • Whoever thinks that bullying someone anyone and especially do it is just sad and honestly dissaponting

    Xv_Kirito-san _XvXv_Kirito-san _XvДень назад
  • This was amazing and sad 😥 I feel bad for you! I follow you on Instagram!

    •Stormyy Soul••Stormyy Soul•День назад
  • this is some of Lele's best work. this is the content we want to see. this is what we love for. i'm in love with this series. ❤️

    lol bruhlol bruhДень назад
  • No te preocupes lele que nosotros te vamos a sostener en todo y los que te critican son invidiosos no le des caso . t.q.m

    Giorgia Dalila Ugalde MismeGiorgia Dalila Ugalde MismeДень назад
  • Im crying right now... i dont cry often. But if it makes you feel better. I was bullyed for kindergarten to 3 grade. Later i was known as the demons child. But still im there for you! I may not know what your going threw. But im here.

    Golden AssassinGolden AssassinДень назад
  • Yk what’s weird I actually rly wanna sit and talk witch it weird cause I don’t usually like to but I’m just gonna say I feel you

    Zflixit vvvZflixit vvvДень назад
  • Bullshit

    Muhammad B. MughalMuhammad B. MughalДень назад
  • Omgoddd I used to think it was all fun and game’s but in reality I don’t really know anything 🤧🤧.Lele....💗💗

    Mary Cruz CalderónMary Cruz CalderónДень назад
  • The doc looks like Jeff Bezos ngl

    InFr ConTrolInFr ConTrolДень назад
  • I cried while watching this because I get it I may not have OCD but I have HHD and my younger brother has severe Autism. And I’m so proud of you for coming out with this and showing who you really are and showing your weak points because I know how difficult it is and we are proud of you and love who you are lele and will continue to support you love keep at it 💕‼️

    Bvbe MspBvbe MspДень назад
  • We all love and support you

    Janet ScogginsJanet ScogginsДень назад
  • Stay strong! 💪🏼 always focus on the good things and the good people

    Emmanuel YohorosEmmanuel YohorosДень назад
  • This made me cry 😭😭😭😰😰😥

    Alyssa LewisAlyssa LewisДень назад